{Ten things you did not know about me}

Ten things you did not know about me.

 

1.     I believe lips and eyes are most intriguing part of the human body

2.     I tend to quiver when someone kisses me on the neck

3.     I am an Aquarius baby, I am eccentric and energetic sometimes full of ideas.

4.     I am a fan of The New Yorker

5.     I am a pole dancer, no it’s not always sexy

6.     I have been practicing yoga for 8 years

7.     I have a flare for kink, yes always

8.     I have butterflies running through my stomach before each meeting

9.     Perfect date night could be lying in front of a fire place, wine, cheese lots of good laughs kisses and cuddles.

10. My first time was ...... HA.. that is a secrect :) 

{A year of refection}

When I embark the journey of becoming a private companion I had no idea what I was in for. Sure, I knew there will be clients of all ages and gender and sizes, but I did not know what it would be for me mentally.

Companionship became more than just a job, its not just an escape but also a creative outlet. For years Ive been shadowed by media and society of how I should look, I constantly criticized every part of me. From those muscly thigh to baby looks of my face, I could never accept me for me. Clients has taught me to love me for me, to be stronger, to fall but get up again. 

I'm not saying that it is always sunshine and butterflies. like any job there are good days and bad days you experience the ups and downs. I still remember one of my very first client, he asked me as he leaving the door 'Why would you give up your day job for this?' I answered without hesitance 'I enjoy it' He, smirked and replied 'honey, no one do this for pleasure'

That day I pounder on he's words, was he right? was I really doing it out of desperation? Has I really lost my way? But now a year in, I can bravely answer the questions. Yes I do do it for the pleasure.